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Just Know This Too Shall Pass

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 19, 2015, 10:14 PM

Well hello there my devious darlings~it is that time of year once again. A time when we look back and reflect on what we've accomplished within the past year and wind down for the big holiday blowout. (Or if you share that special brand of madness perfected by my step-brother and myself, it is the perfect time of year to watch Silent Hill.) I figured what with 2015 coming to close it would be a good idea to map out my thoughts and try to steer them in some cohesive direction so that I'm a few parts less bumbling fool next year. I've been floundering pathetically for the past while and I just can't seem to get back on track. I feel like a mixture of Dickens' Miss Havisham (which is something because I flipping hate Great Expectations) and Portal's very own Wheatley core. I'm living in my own decrepit and slovenly mess convinced that I'm suspended away from my own linear timeline: if it feels like time is passing then it's surely an elaborate deception. While on the other hand I know damn well I'm letting everything slip through my fingers but I smother all the panicked voices and proclaim with a feverish, delusional urgency that "Everything will be JUST FINE." Despite everything when I get to that really low point and think, "would I be willing to make some kind of deal to go back and fix a fraction of my own stupid mistakes?" the answer comes quite swiftly, a resounding and all encompassing "no." I've seen enough movies, shows and games that have dealt with timey wimey bullshit to know that fucking with time is always a universally bad decision. (DON'T YOU PUT THAT EVIL ON ME, RICKY BOBBY!) So far I've been coping with my downwards spike the only way I know how: blissful escapism. Undertale and Gravity Falls have both been really helpful (or harmful?) distractions, and I've finally started reading fanfictions again. I devoured Waffle's "Blue Sky" Portal fic which was bleeding brilliant, and I've been reading Charlie's Gravity Falls Symbiosis series and, well, HOLY SHIT. It is emotionally exhausting. I think once this semester is finally officially over and done with I'll sink my teeth into Over the Garden Wall next. It was recommended by one of my profs (a regular cartoon connoisseur) who claims it's very Alex Hirsch-ian. From what little I've seen and heard of it, it looks like some pretty heavy stuff: sad and spooky. I think my delay miiiiight stem from a want to recoup from my last encounter before diving headfirst into the next emotional shake and bake. So that is basically where I'm at right now, but I know I'm not the only one going through a rough patch. There are a couple deviants on here who could really use some love right now, so go forth holiday cheermeisters and see if you can brighten their day by even a fraction-I am sure it would be much appreciated. Stay golden everyone!           

  • Mood: Questionable
  • Listening to: Into the Unknown (Lizz cover)
  • Reading: For the Sanity and Morality of Dipper Pines
  • Watching: Gravity Falls


Caelan Rose
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"They can smash your cookie, but you'll always have your fortune."
"If you give in to the fear of losing something, you'll never be able to keep it safe."

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:bulletorange:Cale A'non

Fave musicals:
:bulletpurple:Holiday Inn
:bulletpurple:The Wedding Singer
:bulletpurple:Moulin Rouge!
:bulletpurple:The Phantom of the Opera
:bulletpurple:the Secret Garden
:bulletpurple:Rocky Horror Picture Show
:bulletpurple:Rodger's and Hammerstein's Cinderella
:bulletpurple:Beauty and the Beast

Least fave musical:
:bulletpink:Fiddler on the Roof

Least fave movies:
:bulletblue:500 Days of Summer
:bulletblue:I Am Legend

Worst fear:
:bulletyellow:not trying to understand what frightens me

:bulletgreen:darkness(both literal and mystical sense)
:bulletgreen:sunken ships
:bulletgreen:sports balls
:bulletgreen:mimics (damn chesty bastards...)
:bulletgreen:people in general O__O
:bulletgreen:the butler from Tomb Raider III :faint:

:bulletred:twizzler straws
:bulletred:cherry coke
:bulletred:record players
:bulletred:indie horror games
:bulletred:the smell of books
:bulletred:soft things :heart:
:bulletred:"happy" coincidences
:bulletred:rollercoasters!! (particularly the Hulk at Universal. It's a ride with a plot line!)
:bulletred:theme parks
:bulletred:going right on a red
:bulletred:rainy days
:bulletred:Anime North
:bulletred:singing in the shower
:bulletred:soot gremlins
:bulletred:Cineplex popcorn
:bulletred:Chuck Norris
:bulletred:alternate universes
:bulletred:candy cane ice cream
:bulletred:japanese culture
:bulletred:egg nog
:bulletred:quoting movies
:bulletred:uncontrollable laughter
:bulletred:Kanta from My Neighbour Totoro (he makes my life x'D)
:bulletred:I LOVE LAMP
:bulletred:Land Before Time songs
:bulletred:pecan pie (w/t whipped cream :drool:)
:bulletred:brocolli with cheese sauce

:bulletblack:pretentious fools
:bulletblack:SNEEZE DENIAL!! D:<
:bulletblack:sunken ships with no treasure in them
:bulletblack:the cold
:bulletblack:the thought of swallowing spiders
:bulletblack:When a favourite song you hear on the radio isn't really playing, or is almost over...:x
:bulletblack:saying things you don't mean
:bulletblack:what happens to the flower in the Brave Little Toaster :crying:

Current Residence: the Hanged Man, the Slytherin common room, NeverLand, the Evil know: around. :meow::heart:
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Favourite genre of music: gothic/techno/classical/animated :XD:
Favourite style of art: anime
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite cartoon character: Megamind, Sora, Vanitas, Yuna, the Iron Giant, Francoeur, Wreck-It Ralph etc. WAAAY too many!
Personal Quote: "You son of a beaver-hamster!"

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